Due to the anxiety-induced insomnia, I overslept on the next interview day....I am so hopeless and so hate myself on this. I am gonna die then, what can I do?

I had an interview then emailed to follow up then was called and accepted

Interview with PI not mentioned in CV

Masters GPA 3.45, TOEFL iBT 103

POI, theory

Kind of disheartening, but I deserve every rejection i got, i am just no competitive enough, not good enough. International student currently in the US, 1 st author on Nature communications, several middle author papers, co-first author paper under review.

Dear ---, Thank you for participating in the first round of interviews with the Biochemistry & Structural Biology, Cellular & Developmental Biology and Molecular Biology (BCMB Allied Program) program at Weill Cornell Graduate School of Medical Sciences. Unfortunately, your application has not been selected to advance to the next round. This year we saw unprecedented interest in our programs with record numbers of highly competitive applicants. As a candidate who was selected for a first-round interview, you were part of a very select group that was considered highly competitive, and we wish you the best of luck in your educational endeavors. Sincerely, The Weill Cornell Graduate School Admissions Committee